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May. 20th, 2006 | 10:49 pm

    Both Mercy and Laine are gone.  Good.  Means there's no one here to see me cry again.  Writing this... brings it back.  But it helps.

    I thought... but I was wrong.  So it doesn't matter.  Even if it hurts...
 
    I had a lot of time to think, on the way back.  Not being alone... isn't worth going through this again.  Maybe I should stop trying.
   

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...Seeing things?

May. 20th, 2006 | 08:21 am

    Is there another 'path in the school?  One I don't know?  I don't think any of them would do this... but I can't be sure.
 
    Or was it all in my head?  Everyone said I'm crazy.  ...Well, almost.  Enough.  Maybe I finally am.  Or I'm finally realizing it.
 
    I hope not.  I don't want them to be right.  But... better if I was.  Then... then it wouldn't have any other meaning.
 
    I thought about telling Mercy... but Jeremy will know.  He'll be able to tell.  And... I'd rather talk to him, if I have to talk to anyone.
 

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Just Another Day... (Evrae, Jeremy)

Mar. 20th, 2006 | 09:06 pm
mood: Uncertain, hopeful

    I don't get people.  Least of all myself.  Why is it so hard?  All the words are there... they're just so hard to say.  I don't mean important words, either - even the little things.  "Small talk."  That's what anyone else would call it.  I... maybe it's all important to me.  Maybe that's why it's so hard to meet anyone halfway... or anywhere, for that matter.

    I don't know.  I just don't know.  Does it really matter, anyway?  Life goes on, all the same.

    I think things worked out okay, this time.  I'm hoping.

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